my head is pounding for solutions but I am lost in thought, lost in lethargy,
I don't know how to move forward without falling apart,
where is the answer to this question I am asking, and how do I go about motivating myself
to do something.
I am lost in my own discretions, I do not know where to go
my brain matter floats in a plastic bubble easily torn and popped,
and I do not know what to do.
Stagnation,
I am supposed to change minds, be effective.
But I keep going into this place,
that I am not good enough.
I dream of reprieve,
but dig my nails in the dirt,
I am lost, my brain is pained,
I am curiously hopeless.
